Time too limited

Yey for Goblins!

I have really been in urge to play WoW... but because they are coming to wash windows (who are they?? the people involved with the window repairing... I find it little strange, but...) Need to move the stuff one meter away from the windows... Hope this is the last thing they're gonna do. I'm getting little tired of being all the time on my toes in case someone stranger suddenly marching in through the door... I'm clumzy in socializing with strangers. I meant to clean up in wwekend a bit my apartment, but just at that weekend I get a migraine, all I could do was lie in bed hoping the head exploding -pain to go away. Yes. I has no pain killers. ANd first it was the left side, and then the right side.

Problem is: I have too much little stuff, and too little things to put them into. I'll live. They're not gonna kill me... I hope.

Also my money problem is not gone... but I get my salary tomorrow... hopefully my family is not in need of money -help... because I have rent to pay... as well as other bills...

You have to pay for everything. Nothing is free... but when you pay for the net to work... there are stuff you can watch/listen/read for free. SO I guess that sentence is a bit false...

Anyway... I'm in love with my Goblin character X33 And everytime I play as him, I want to listen to Sybreed. Probably becasue I discovered the band at the same time, when I was creating Harsiese Goldbullet. The way he sees the world... he used to be quite naive, and when he was little, he was usually the one being teased or made fun of. He didn't mind really, since to him it was just having fun time with others. He used to laugh at almost everything. Sure there were Goblins, who pranked him, but there were also Goblins who stood up for him. He was probably too kind... His dream was to become a Healer, in other words, a Priest and started to study about them quite early. To get everything he needs to become a priest, he also started to earn money... Goblins are overall greedy, and their love for gold is the thing that drives them to become awesome salesmen. Harsiese didn't ever really understand it, but making profit became a habit to him, since everyone were doing it! When finally Goblins were forced to get out of the island, Harsiese was naturally one of the survivors and then joined the Horde, like most of the Goblins did. Now he started his real adventure that changed him into a quite cynical creature. HIs attitude is more uncaring and he has a lot of negativity inside him. He also has started to want to become Warlock rather than being a Priest, or at least become a full SHadow Priest, but he can't erase his own memory... to change the class... He can study of the dark sides and he does study it. Also... Harsie used to hate anything distructive, but now he's in love with it. He acts like he hates everyone... well he doesn't really have that much of interest in strangers, but every now and then, he can't block his ears completely from that tiny part of his heart, that still has lots of empathy, sympathy and mercy to offer.

Well... Harsie DID have a girlfriend, but only as long as he had lots of gold. X3 WHen he lost all of it, also his gf started to cheat on him. Being a bright eyed -guy, he really did have feelings for her... Harsie started to see everyone just some gold droolers and so this was the first time he built a "wall" between him and others... 'specially girls. He used to keep saying "If it doesn't kill you, it makes you stronger." to himself, but it has changed through years into "Alive and strong on the outside... but I've never felt more dead..." .

All this... before he met Natisha Fireyes. Harsiese was very bored and feeling depressed at this one Inn, trying make himself to get drunk, when he heard two Warlocks arguing. The other one looked quite beaten and for Harsies little surprise the clearly stronger Warlock killed the other one, who looked like someone, who just started at this class. Harsiese had seen more than enough the fights, where the more experienced one had defeated the one that was pretty much a noob in it, and were very proud of these kinds of wins... so... Harsiese went and woke the Warlock Blood Elf up from the dead. He did that so the other Warlock would want a revenge... But instead this Warlock asked, why did he wake her up... Harsie then asked, that would she rather be dead, and the answer was positive. Harsie got ready to kill her again, but couldn't do it... so instead of killing her off again, he asked if Natisha wanted to have a drink.

So the two got drunk together and at the same time got to know each other a bit better. Harsiese offered to train her and they have been traveling together ever since. Harsiese has noticed himself caring quite a lot about this female Blood Elf. She was not like most of the Blood Elves... She didn't see Harsiese as an ugly little creature, but very attractive handsome little Goblin... Harsiese isn't so sure about it though. X3 And since they are a Blood Elf and a Goblin, they think that it's just impossible for the two to even try anything... even if they are secretly thinking the ways of how it could be possible. XP

Harsiese has noticed some kind of flirting from Natisha, but it isn't so direct, so Harsiese can't say if Natisha is just naturally like that to people, who she trusts, or is she REALLY meaning it... So Harsiese keeps hiding his feelings from her.